Omgosh, theres soooo many things that has happend but... i've been too lazy to update.

First off, most recent news. I just took my brokers exam today ^^;; But honestly, i'm not sure if i passed. to pass you need a 75% or higher, and i feel like i probably did around 73-77%. so it can swing either way most likely x.x but i REALLY hope i passed. many others just assume i passed and not give it a 2nd thought, and i like their blind optomisum, but it was a HARD exam. Most of it i had to relate to my real life experiences in the field of real estate, and thats... pretty intesnse, since i've been in it for over four years.

Maybe i should update on Phobe. We're still going at it ^^;; i still really like her, its been almost 3 months now, and as much as i would like to rant about her, i already did my share of ranting in my last post, so i'm going to move on to other items, since i don't want to be sitting here typing for the next 3 hours (i started this at 12:30am...)

Other information... i think i need dental insurance now. i can feel another tooth growing out of the side of my gums... (never got my wisedom teeth pulled out). and my teeth is a little crocked... x.x man... this is what i get for not being an employee... no free benefits, it really sucks... so far the tooth that is growing, is more of an annoyance, not really pain (kinda like an itch, you itch it, but you know its bad for you, but you still do it anyways).

So happy December. seems like many things are changing. Janice is deciding to start dating around. she may be digging herself a hole with the people she brought up, whome she probably would date. 1 of them works with brandon... that could be hazardous... but as for dating just other people... a little outside of group, that i think would be okay. hehehe, idk if i put on any of my recent post, i use to like her. like a couple years ago. But then she changed... and then i stopped liking her in that way, now more as a friend. so i enjoy where we are, and i can truely say that we can be true friends.

Soooo other things that will be going on... ah lately i've been kinda on a game spending spree. well for me at least. i've bought a couple games, disegae 3 for the PS3, Dragon Age for the PS3, and Sims 3 for PC. All are AWESOME games. so yea... i'm enjoying that.

Oh i forgot to mention, the last 6 weeks, was mainly working and studying for the real estate brokers. finally, i'm done (hopefully) with my brokers stuff, maybe a couple fingerprinting submittions and paperwork, but pretty much done assuming i passed. if not... omgosh, i may go emo (jk), but i would relaly feel down. no doubt... But my next goal, is to get my notary license this month. after that, i'll study for the LSAT's, and do them. apply to law school... and work from there. i've built up a pretty solid resume i believe... ^^;; even though i don't work for anyone. i'm pretty proud of what i've done so far, and by no means am i intending to slow down just yet.

hobbies and skills... i have been in the mood to learn how to play gutair lately. i think i will try to learn basics next year. i haven't gone to hip hop or ballroom in a LONG time x.x i feel bad. i also haven't been working out either... x.x well that i don't care too much about, as long as i don't get out of shape. i get random urges to play dungeons and dragons, and all that fun stuff still... I messaged my ninja teacher in novemeber, and he said that he was willing to train me again, when i have the time. i said sometime in January, so i'll brush up on my ninjitsu before i go to Japan (more so i can protect myself).

Speaking of trips, my trip to San Franisco to meet up with xiaoty is coming up pretty soon. 25th ish 26th ish. I went to her aunt house to pick up some of her left behind luggage, and boy... theres a lot. so i'll drive a lot of it up to her. I feel good helping out, and her aunt's, kids are realllly adorable. makes me wanna have kids like that... they're soooo cute. and hyper (that'll bite me in the butt, i'm sure of it).

I met up with mary last weekend too (my cousin), we went to play super smash bro's for the N64, and, i think i'm pretty good at the game. i pretty much whipe anyone i know. so i got kinda cocky, and i challanged anyone at the game. well... Cal Tech... a tech school... where one of their big screen tv's is devoted to super smash bro's in the lounge of the dorms... apparently is a good spot to breed really good players. I faced the "best guy" in the dorms... and man.. did i get owned. I used my all star charater, and he completely owned me. we were playing 3 llives... and i couldn't take him down at all. he first beat me 3-0 with fox, then 3-0 with jigglypuff. gosh, that hurt hahahaha. >.< i got put into place.

So recently, i haven't been talking to xiaoty much. kinda makes me go >.< because i don't like not talking to her much. but she's mainly on audi, and i'm usually busy. being busy is good, but not good. you can lose connections. x.x But at least i'll get to see her around x-mas time. Which reminds me, i have to start shipping out x-mas gifts soon... =P

theres a lot of things i'm sure i left out, its been 6 weeks, and this post had potencial to drag on for days... so i'm not gonna do that. i'll let you off, and hopefuly post more often. i really do miss posting. i enjoy it because... well its kinda like a save button on my life. ^^;; when you record it, you won't lose it
`Tk

I believe i had promised to post about my new crush. well its not new anymore,since its been over a month since i've liked her. its just, its grown a lot more.

So the girl i'm talking about is phobe, the girl i met in Hawaii. Let me try to update on how i've met her, and from there to present....

Around last year, around April ish, Lizzie and I were Audi couple (or married on Audi, i'm not sure), she introduced me to her friend Phobe. I really couldnt pronouce that name correctly at first so i called her Furbie. She didnt like the name, kinda like how xiaoty doesn't like her nick name. I only kept in very light contact with her, and when i told her i was gonna go to Hawaii, she got excited and really wanted to meet me. I didn't think much of it, because the idea of us together never crossed my mind. I usually block the idea of being with someone who is under 18, and look at only 18+. I'm a pretty legit person, so i like being "good" in terms of the law.

So Hawaii came, she completely blew away my expectations (which was very low, i didn't think much of it). After just meeting her once, i started to like her, Brandon and Janice kept teasing me about it, i guess they sensed it. Anyways, before we left Hawaii, I wanted to meet her at least one more time, so i convinced Brandon and Janice to go up to the other side of the island to meet her and do other things again. =P It worked, and in the end, it made me really happy. Phobe and I really hit it off, in terms of we got together really well. We did a good bye hug... and it proved... i'm pretty bad at hugging hahaha. I accidently x.x did... a... pat on her back. like a man hug. hahaha x.x i'm pretty embarrased about that, and she gave me a 1/2 hug anyways. she also said that it was because i pulled away too quickly for her to readjust to a full hug. So we tease each other about that all the time.

Anyways, after hawaii, we chatted on msn for a little bit, and then decided to couple up on audi. She wanted to ask me, but was too embarrased, so i ended up asking her. Then we got married on audi. Then, she started to really open up herself to me. In just a month, it went from "I like you" to "I love you" with her. I find myself talking to her on the phone up to the mornings, and just sharing days, thoughts, dreams, etc etc. She really did get attached to me, and i'm attached to her too. Right now we're probably at the highest point we can be in terms of long distant relationship wise. i'm not sure how long we'll stay up here, but... its nice. feels good to know someone honestly cares. I know anyone reading this most likely cares about me, but its not as much spoken as phobe puts it. Its probably because i tend not to let people care for me, because i can do most of anything by myself, or for myself, i'm very use to being independant. I still am very independant. But...its nice to know someone would actually have feelings for me ^^;; One that i've met and one that i would have back.

But I'm a realistic guy. I think i am at least. Theres 2 things holding back the relationship, and they kinda help each other. 1) Long distance 2) She's still young x.x

Long distance is hard, theres no physical contact that can be invovled. Which probably is a good thing because of the whole #2 thing. But theres been a lot of times, where i just wanted to hug and kiss her. ( >.< not something i usually would admit). So yea, Long distance sucks, but at least it'll keep me in check, in terms of how far i can go, epecially at this time. Next year though, she may study in Cali. Theres a small chance of that happening, so... if it does, yay. I'll be really glad. sadly, 1 year is a long time. We've gotten sooo much closer in just 1 month.

So theres also a concern that she's still 16. It makes me feel uneasy because, 16 year old girls can change a lot by the time their 18 - 20. A quick example is Janice. She use to LOVE people, and helping people out back when she was 16, but now that she's aroudn 18,19, she pretyt much hates people and don't trust people often. I was just lucky enough to be her friend before that started happening. Theres also the whole idea of people maybe looking down? or thinking badly of me for having feelings for a 16 year old. it does sound bad. a 5-6 year difference. It won't be a problem when she's 20, and im 25,26, but... at the moment, the gap does seem a bit too much. I mean, she's even younger than Rii! Plus the whole idea of legal issues too if something was to go bad. that wouldn't be good.

Other than that, i guess where we stand right now? Oh she asked me if she could put on her facebook that she was "complicated" with me. I said sure, but then found out that i had to accept that. So i did to make her happy, and its pretty true. Then for about a day, people have been asking about her, saying congratz like i won a contest. But my favorite response so far is from Lainey she said "She's lucky, Your a really good guy," and that made me really happy. I never really hear that. i try to prove it, but i never hear it. Maybe people may whisper it when i'm not around "oh james is a great guy" but never put any actions towards it -.-;; so i usually disregard it.

So yea, now i know who really pays attention to things i put up on facebook, or at least have an idea of who does.

Ah, finaly outlook and plans with what i'll do with Phobe:
Right now we aren't dating, we can still go find other people. She can go find people to date and go to prom with. I want it to be that way, because i can't go with her to that and i want her to experience that anyways. She said i could go find someone too but i know she doesn't want that to happen either. So i won't be actively searching for another, but you never know. Waiting sucks... i've waited for majority of my life. they never did end up working, but this one... its not that i won't wait for her, she's more like my long term investment. If she goes to college in utah like she wanted to, we won't be togeter irl until maybe after she finishes college. thats 4-5 years down the line. Even though i like her, and i think we could live confortably with each other, i don't think i can wait that long. >.< expecially for a first girlfriend. We could put it on hold for 4-5 years, but can't not be able to look at other girls without being able to phsyically be with her. It may sound selfish, but hopefully you see where i'm coming from.

Lainey's being put into the same position, she loves he boyfriend currently, but he's going to move to somewhere sort of far away. She's stuck in her city, and their relationship will turn into long distance. she and him agreed to be able to see others, and if the long distance doesn't work out, they will break up. She's my role model to be able to do that, cuz she DOES love her boyfriend.

AS for me and phobe, we're sort of stuck in that position too. We both have strong feelings for each other, but how much of it can be held, and for how long? our next time we can spot each other is probably in a year. so... we'll see.... we'll see...

I'm new to this game of love, so... -.- try not to bash my logic of this.
`Tk

Man, the last 5 weeks, so many things has happend. Let me just recap for a little bit, the big events. These events all deserve a entry on its own, but they wont get it. yet...

1) Last night, I just went to see the Blink 182 concerts, with Fall out boys and All american rejects.
2) Trip to Hawaii from the 6th to the 11th of September
3) New crush?
4) Hidden drama's

Alright so lets talk bout the blink 182 concert first. Okay, that concert was HAWT. Kyle Fong invited me to go with him to the concert. So it was me, kyle, kyle okamoto, and his fiance who went to see this concert. it was a sold out concert but kyle's sister works for the venue sooo she hooked kyle up with some really nice stuff. VIP areas, we got to be in the pit area, right in front of the band, they were in spitting distance from us (i should know -.-; ) Tom from blink 182 threw a pick at me (gutair pick), it hit me, so i got to keep it, hahaha.

When we go there, we found out fall out boys, and all american reject was there to open for blink 182. All american rejects and blink 182 were very good live. Fall out boy didn't do so hot because i could barely hear the words. We sat in the handicap seats for the fall out boys and all american rejects. 3 really hot girls were sitting behind us, and after we left to go get some food and came back, we then got bands to go to the front. We told the girls they could have our seats, and they started being all seductive and asking "oh wheres ours? we watched your seats for you *.*" hahha that was a new experience for me, i played it off though and told them that since they watched our seats, they could have them. Overall, the concert was a great experience. Seemed like a once in a life time event.

Hawaii Trip: Wow.. that was a REALLY good trip. I went with Brandon and Janice. a good portion of the trip involved picture taking. (many of the pictures is posted on my facebook). Lets see... if i remember correctly (this was a week ago), the day we got to hawaii, we called it day zero because all we did was rent a car, get into a hotel, and sleep.
Day one. We started off the day by going to the punchbowl, which is a military cemetary, which is the resting spot of brandon's grandpa. So we went there to pay respects to him. Then we took some pictures. actually we took pictures EVERYWHERE. We then picked up Yoko, and went to north shore, thats where we met up with one of my friends for audition Phobe. I call her Furbie, she use to hate it, now, hopefully she thinks its cute. i'm not sure hahaha.

We met her at Waimea beach? Yoko wouldn't go into the water, because she didn't want to get sunburned. Me brandon and Janice actually hopped in the water before Phobe came. Swimming tireds me out pretty quickly. So after about 15 minutes of it, i went out of the water just to sit and chit chat with yoko for a few minutes before phobe came. Brandon and Janice were actually worried because Phobe was coming, cuz she's 16. Brandon was like "oh, i think i would feel unconfortable swimming with a 16 year old". hahaha although they had their doubts phobe came and just, comepletely was an awesome person. After a few moments of talking with them, they started to feel confortable with her. they still didn't get in the water with me and phobe though, hahaha.

Day one also included eating shave ice at matsumoto's. Thats a very popular shave ice place. we also ate at zippies... and went to the dole plantation. The dole plantation, we took a lot of pictures there. Then we went to go watch a very nice and romantic sunset at sunset beach all together. Yea, that was a good day, and we did get to bond with yoko and phobe.

Day 2, we went to go see pearl harbor. that was cool... nothing much to say about that, oh except, there was a lot of white tourist there. the memorial was cool to see, but it was a little, tense there, so, the atmopshere wasn't really happy or anything. But it was all good, we then went to pick up some bento's for our hiking trip we planned for the next day. Also day 2 we explored a little bit of the mall ahaha. yea i think we also drank that night... maybe i'm not too sure...

Day 3, was hiking. Hiking was really fun, actually working out and stuff. A lot of japanese tourist was there hiking too, so that was fun to see. all the female japanese tourist were eye candy to me hahaha. but the hike was fun, i'm just naming the big events for now. i really dont' feel like typing up the small parts or it would add a few more hours...
After the hike, janice got really tired so we went back to the hotel room, to eat our bentos (cuz we didn't feel like eating it on the hike), and then she slept. while she slept, yoko came to the mall next to our hotel, so i decided to join her to hang out with her. She wanted some 1 on 1 time with me, cuz she wanted to just talk and catch up. So we did, it was fun, we hung around, i kept pointing out all the japanese girls, she now knows what style i'm into. its the cutsy girls. lol it would be nice to date one of those once... too bad none of them speaks english or anything hahahha. i forgot what happend that night... oh yea! so we all went out do go play billards. then yoko's ex-boyfriend came? i had to intro myself to him, but janice and brandon was kind of thrown off by him being there. He had very similar personality as Blake, and perosnally, i wasn't really fond of him either. like even when we started to walk out and waited for yoko and him to come, he decided to play a game, and so we were sitting in the car... just putting our thoughts together about the guy. we all ended up agreeing, yoko was too good for him. as janice puts it "Yoko is like that sweet girl and that other guy probably just walks all over her, kinda like what blake did to me." Thats also why we decided to call it a night that night instead of going to eat out more and do more activites. Oh, but we did buy some drinks, and watched star trek muahhaa that was a REALLY good movie.

Day 4. We didn't know what to do, this was our last day, so we went to go to north shore again. I made some excuses to go up there like "I really want to taste the shave ice 1 more time before i leave" and i really did. but my hidden motive was to see phobe again hahah. We went to pick her up from school, and then went to get shave ice again. That was good. Then we went to go to the polynesian culture center. That was REALLY fun, we just ran throughout the area taking picutres. went to a few restricted areas... it was all good. ^^;; We had a blast, then we went to the car went into a parking lot, and just chilled there together. me and phobe was having fun playing around (with her itouch). playing games and just acting like kids hahahaha. she raelly is a fun person to hang around with. We had a nice farewell, as we dropped her off. She gave me a 1/2 hug, i gave a full. hahahha then we all left. Janice was like "you guys are soooo goood together, i approve" hahha brandon agreed. >.<

that night we returned the car, took a taxi back, taxi's are extremely expensive btw.
Day 5. We went home, there was some drama... >.< fun.

Drama: okay there was this new developing drama throughout the whole hawaii trip and its still going on.

Okay, so during the hawaii trip. first day i slept on the couch, brandon slept on the floor, janice slept in the bed. Day 2, we convinced brandon to sleep on the bed, i got couch for rest of the trip, janice is bed too. Day 2, when they were sleeping together, Brandon was like, holding her hand when they were sleeping. Day 3, Brandon put his arms around her when they were sleeping. (this is all on janice account). soo, day 4 janice ask me to ask brandon to switch from bed to couch with me. I didn't, because there was only 1 more day of sleeping together. I thought these weren't really good accounts, it might've been a mistake, giving the benefit of the doubt. Late day 4, brandon told me he likes Janice, I toought to myself... "crap..." Day 4 night, Janice says he was spooning her. Day 5 we went back to cali... ackwardness filled the air. Cuz day 4 night, Janice turned to brandon and said "you better have a good reason for this".

Man... so after a few days in cali, brandon confessed, janice turned him down, and now... we're back to normal bases... sorta. Brandon's head was hurting throughout this whole trip. He told me a couple days ago... he might have brain tumor again. we'll see...

i'll update more later
~Tk

*gets confortable cuz i'm gonna type up a lot...*

Alright, today i'm planning on ranting so idk if its worth reading this one at all. I just got home today from brandons place, talking about the hawaii trip with janice and brandon. if i take a step back to look at this, me, brandon, and janice are pretty different people. what i've been doing have been on a different path from what each of them have been doing. i'll explain.

Brandon is pretty much a self sufficent guy, he decided to not go to college right after schoool and took a year off to work for areospace and airsoft extreme. he'll be taking classes at a cc in fall.

janice went stright to a UC, but the cost of the UC is hurting her. she dormed there the first year, but doesn't have the passion for school. shes pretty much forced to go to school by her parents. but then again, she doesn't know where she's going in life either. she's pretty much trying to figure that out.

Me... well i know my route, but its just a matter of how the heck i'm gonna get there. and my path right now is splitting again, meaning i have to make another decision and play it out in the next week. it is VERY important to me that i make the best decision for myself. believe it or not, i don't care that much about how people look at me depending on the path i choose. As long as i'm happy with the path i choose... that will be enough for me.

So i got home, and started to tell my mom that i'll be going to hawaii for a week in september. 6th to the 11th to be exact. she asked if i'll be ready to hit up real estate again after the trip. I told her i would be before the trip. Theres a few things holding me back, and thats what i'm gonna try to get around.

First off, money is starting to get tight on me. so next week, i am going to go to about 2 of my bartending classes, just to refresh my memory on stuff like applications and what not. I want to pick up a part time job as a bartender for a few months. enough to do a couple things. 1) increase my conversation skills. 2) make a stable side money to help fund my real estate operations. 3) hopefully increase my cliental

Secondly, I need to redo my whole real estate operations. I've been gone from it for a bout a month and 1/2. Market is starting to go back up, and i HAVE to be in the action. This requires me to market my services, and start following up on old prospects.

Thirdly, i have to study my real estate brokerage, and schdule for my brokers exam asap.

Lastly, I have to start sleeping earlier. First off its good for my health, my face, it'll help my business. etc etc. night time i mainly play games, but kinda excessively.

My mom is starting to not support my path. and because of this, i believe that, it will make my path harder to travel on. After i finished uni. (a couple days from now), i told her i'm going to get a part time bartending job. she told me i should go get a stable job, because it looks really bad if some kid comes out of college and starts doing bartending. This is where i started to fight with her. I HATE it when she trys to make me do something for the SOLE purpose of what other people are gonna think of me. I HATE it when she uses me to brag to other parents. that is something that probably pisses me off the most. In fact, although i do want to go to law school, i was the moment i even mentioned it, she started going off to all the other parents "ohh james is going to go to law school," and that annoys the crap out of me. to be honest, i wouldn't want my girlfriend to know i'm a real estate agent, that i'm planning on going to law school, that i'm a bartender. those are all insnificant to what i really am. I do want them to know i'm ambitious. but that maybe the only thing out of that i would want them to know. I want people to like me for my personality, not for my titles, not for money, not for fame, or w/e. cuz ALL that can go away at any moment. i've planned ahead of time just in case one or two of my routes fail. Thats actually why i went through university. my B.A. in finance is not my path, its my back up plan.

My real estate licenses is a stepping stone to what i want to be. I want to be a real estate broker. But do you know what my mom is doing right when i'm about to become a broker? She might give up the office. in this case i may have to start from scratch. but thats not as bad as what annoyed me before, when she wanted to build it up to sell it off. That kind of mindset will doom most companies to fail.

But... i have a lot to learn still. i know i mentioned this before, but i do want to mention it agian. My role model right now is probably Lainey. Her ambition is extremely strong, and i can see that, i seen her path in terms of reltionships, and i'm jeolous on how she can get on people's good sides in an instant. although i don't think i could rank up as well as her... i'm going to lie to myself right now, and say that i will become better then her. sometimes you have to say it to yourself enough times, until you mean it, and when you do, thats when you'll start to achieve it. she is 2 years older then me, so i have 2 years to catch up to her. this gap is EXTREMELY large, even with everything i did, she did a lot more then me.

I am offically scared of the future. I'm not so much scared of failing, becuase failing is easy. I'm actually scared of succeeding. i've mentioned this many many times. its probably the most stupidest thing to be scared of. "What if... i can achieve my dreams." What if i start making $2 million+ per year? To do that? I have to work my butt off. Most definately. But, right now i need that base of income to stand on. And the fastest way to make it, i think is bartending. 3-6 months worth of bartending will be good for me. I may hate it, i may love it, either or, its experiences that i NEED to get. i could easily stick stright into real estate. Don't get me wrong, i will still do real estate, and it won't be on a part time basis, but doing it w/o a support, is kinda like running into a gun fight... naked. now if i over prepare.. it will weight me down, and i won't be able to achieve what i have to do.

I actually feel better now. I really do love my journal.
`Tk

alright, i've updated right after shcool started, and school is almost done for me. These last 2 1/2 weeks have been extremely busy and i was just getting my butt kicked in school work x.x

So i've posted about some people in my last entry, and it was interesting how situations changed.

So Melissa and i are on a "Hi" only bases hahaha. My groupmate Christine i believe is mad at me, because i kinda shot down one of her suggestions and was kinda bossy to her. she doesn't talk to me anymore hahah oh well. Chin-wei, she now has my msn, and she's still cool w/ me.

in my commercial banking class, Kela and I, we chit chat a little before class starts. Um, this other girl in my group keeps looking back at me (just noticed today) not sure why. i talked to her, i'm not sure if she's the other groupmate's girlfriend or not, just know they're carpool buddies at least.

On another note, i wanna say that she has the same last name as me. FIrst off, my last name is extremely common, i kinda wonder, would i date a girl with the same last name as me? ... thats a hard question to answer... -.-;; cuz somewhere down the line, we're probably related, but then again, we're all related somehow some way most likely.

Other updates, I got married in maple. chiillzor married Kurikuriko. that character is played by kim, a 23 year old aussy girl whom is dating this 27 year old guy. if she was in america, a little younger, and single... that would've been nice. kidna makes me wonder too, would i be okay with an older girlfriend? hum... i guess i could be, but them outaging me would be a tad odd. i mean, in some aspects, it would make sense to date older ladies. They tend to live longer... and generally are more mature. Although i think thats all situational. I wouldn't go for a girl over 2 years older than me. so as of right now, my cut off limit is 24.

Hum.. so i'm a tad embarrased to say this, but i made another account on plentyoffish.com another dating site. hahaha, um, but its hard to find a decent girl. (at least my standards in term of decent). maybe i should just look for them in places like audi and what not, i mean, some girls there are pretty... awesome.

Other news, i did the audition dance contest. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rh4owIpjw_A
Yea i didn't dance well at all in that, first off cuz i practiced in my room, which is tiled flooring, easier to slip and slide, a lot of moves i didn't do in the real vid. the only reason why i kept it was because hunny invaded it.


Other news... i might be taking 2 trips in the next month. from 17-21st of Augest, i'll be going to chicago, from 2-5th of September, i'll be going to hawaii.

The chicago trip, i might visit some family back in michigan. at the same time, i might meet up with Jas. She's a really cool girls so it would be pretty awesome to meet her. i've became pretty decent friends with her lately.

hawaii trip, i HAVE the chance to meet yin, but i probably won't for a few reasons. 1) she's probalby too young to meet now. 2) she's in school anyways.
But i will try to meet up with yoko, if she's back in hawaii by that time. Hawaii trip, its me, brandon, and janice. They're my core real life friends. hahah we were talking about the ocean, and janice said she was scared of sharks, brandon is scared of the water (he got pulled into a riptide once, and that just scared him), and i'm scared of the jellyfish. Brandon said, "you know, if it stings you, you should let someone pee on you to counter act the poison", and janice was like "I would pee on you" hahaha. I guess out of all my friends, i think i would be alright with that, hahahah, just being honest. actually, i think any of my female friends would be okay to pee on me... maybe i'm just a perv =P

um... what else... oh 2 more weeks left of school. i can't wait till this is all over, i hope i pass all my classes, then i'm FREE and i can do what i need to do, which is make massive amounts of money. mmk, it won't happen quick, but i'm gonna push my self, maybe even become a workaholic, and then maybe... just maybe... i'll succeed in life. this part is gonna be extremely iffy in my life. Its either make it or break it, i have a few counter measures just in case i don't make in terms of cliental and money... but thats just me being cautious..

alright this was just a slight update ^^;;
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So school started Monday for me. Theres 1 thing i love about school, and thats the ability to meet new people. the first week of school is always a great time to meet and greet new people. Um, most of the people i met were girls. I usually try to talk to the more good looking ones (very shallow of me, yea i know), but i'm always looking or potensials (i need one in the future, the more i meet, the more i can select and higher chance i have to getting a better girl).

So, my summer school consist of 2 classes.
1) Strategic management.
2) Commerical Banking

People i've met:
In Strategic Management:
Melisa- This vietnamese girl sat in the very back. Interesting story about this one. On the first day of class, we had an icebreaker. we got to talk to a handful of people in class and i eventually got to talk to her a little bit. A tourist major, and i was planning to group up with her. Eventually i didn't, and on the 2nd day, before class, i sat next to her in the business building (lobby like area). I actually thought she was another girl from my group (Christina). so i was talking to her about the case, getting to know her a little more etc etc. hahah... -.-;; when we went to class and i seen christina i thought to myself "oh wow, i'm such a loser, do i really think all these asian girls look alike?" x.x

Chin-Wai - A Taiwanese girl who use to be in my Finance 340 class last sememester. She sat next to me, and asked if we could be in a group. she's okay looking, something did seem a little off about her looks, but *shrug* doesn't matter to me (think she's a bit too pale, maybe thats what was off, or cuz her hair was brown? i'm not sure). Anyways, she's really friendly and during case studies, she would always screen her comments with me before addressing them with the teacher. hopefully we can become good friends. she's a finance major too.

Christina- one of my group memebers, she's viet i believe too. Chin-Wai actually recruited her into our group and she seems to be pretty knowledgable and is willing to work on stuff. so i think she'll be a good asset to the team. she's pretty cute too... and we get along pretty well. she's friends with Mellisa actually.

those are the main players in that class for me.

Commerical Banking
Kyla- this girl is really hawt. all i could do was look at her the first day, she's full of energy and ask really amusing questions in class the first day. I knew i had to get to know her, but i was siting on the other side of the room. So on the 2nd day i sat nearby where she sat last time. to my luck she sat in the same place, which was right in front of me. i talked to her for a good 15 minutes and then found out we were suppose to go to another classroom. So after we went, i was about to go sit with her, until the professor stopped me from sitting down and asked if i could run back to the other classroom to write on the whiteboard where the class was moved to. x.x so i did of course and when i came back, Kyla went back 1 more row and sat with this buff asian dude, and this kinda taller, tad more nerdy verison of me dude. -.-;; (kinda losed in both extremes there.) Think they were both viet too. Kyla was viet too. Anyways, we formed groups, and this guy quickly asked if i wanted to join his group, so i looked at Kyla asked if she was in a group, and the buff guy just handed her his groups sign in sheet, as this other viet guy gave me his sign in sheet x.x Man... i was soooo close to getting her in my group, i just felt kinda bummed after that. even if she didn't find me interesting, she works for wellsfargo, and i work in Real estate loans. I think we could've made a really good project. Also i think those 2 guys like her too. they'll probably be pissed if i still some of their time away from her. soo.... they better be prepared to get pissed ^^;; lets see what i can do.

Besides that other members in the class would be Travis, whom was in my managment class last sememster, and Nhu, a friend of Travis and an aquantice of mine. My group for that banking class kinda sucks on ice. -.-;; just being honest. I think i have to jumpstart both groups, if not, we're gonna be pretty behind.

okay those are the stories of girls at school.

Um, lets see xiaoty is in indonesia, seems like audi is a tad... quiet without her on. I was on to spam for the fam today since i couldn't do so on the weekdays, mainly because school is taking up basically all my time, and i have no real freetime during weekdays. Only 5 people were on to spam. >.< it was pretty bad.

Jas gave me her cell number. well didn't directly give it to me, but she texted me so i got it and now have her number.

My maple fiance had a dream about me last night. hahaha she considered it more of a nightmare. It took a little bit of questioning, but eventually she told me that she had a dream about me and that i kissed her... with her permission. So i asked if she liked it and she said she felt molested. hahaha yay.. even in dreams i scare girls away -.-;; go me hahaha. She really is a decent girl, good hearted, easy to get along with.

I was talking to rii today too, asking if i should really subscrible to a dating website. hahaha. i maean.. iwas kinda tempted to this morning, only cuz i seen 1 girl i wante dto tlak to, but you cna't communicate unless you pay like.. $40 a month (unless you get a subscription for like 6 months which is $20 a month. thats heavy money...). She said I could if i wanted to, but maybe i should try Audition or something first. and i thought about it, Lainey and xiaoty came from Audition. so i guess i never did rule that out.

oh also, i was mocking my audi friend Alice display picture today. I hopped on my webcam and just did the same pose as she did for her display picture. it was just for fun hahaha. she's someone fun to talk to, if only she was 2 years older and live din LA. ^^;;

Um, okay i actually feel uneasy cuz i mentioned... maybe tooo many girls in this post... oh oh oh i have to update on 1 more thing.

I went to ballroom dancing on wednesday for the 2nd time. this time without janice, they were all asking about janice, in terms of where she was. hopefully she goes monday, while i go wednesday. Now i was the youngest one in the class hahaha. i started to get confortable holding girls hands. okay not girls, more like old ladies. i think the youngest is probably in her 40's x.x hahah oh well, on a side note: I am pretty good at salsa and mambo, and even swing. I epically phail at international waltz. Waltz is pretty difficult because the steps are kinda... without reason.

I have this ability, where when i want to do something, i always end up doing it, one way, one day, or another. Like i said, I wanted to ballroom dance probably back in last fall. here i am doing it, it just took a little longer, but i am never-the-less.

Theres a lot of other things i still have to do. I really have to make time to finish up my last broker's book, and to get my notary license. those are 2 big items i need completed before the end of the year, especially the brokers. i think i have till october for that one.

Alright i guess thats about it, i'm getting sleep. nightz.
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She wears high heel, I wear sneakers... la la la la~
5 points to anyone who can name that song... anyways....

Soooo althought my subject said this is gonna be a more light hearted entry. so lets do Bad news Good news.

Bad News: I accidently de-modded my psp, so now i gotta go out and buy games legitmitely.
Good News: I went out and bought Monster hunter Unite (a game i spent most of my time on anyways)

Good News: So i've been trying to get this vid of this girl from audition, dancing. And i finally stuck up a deal with her.
Bad News: I have to trade a video of me lip syncing and dancing to SNSD - Gee song...

Good News: I finally finished my 4 days worth of AX, and even had time to upload mostly all the pics onto facebook.
Bad News: no bad news. It was ALL good.

Good News: I can still go to Chicago to work as a bartender for like a week just to learn tips and tricks.
Bad News: I have to continue to study up the mixes, i'm sooo bad at memorizing them.

Good News: I took up ballroom Dancing on Tuesday. Me and Janice went together
Bad News: We change partners.... and... everyone else there were senior citizen status. almost felt like i was doing charity, but some of them are pretty good dancers.
Good News: Old people have money, time to start networking, and doing my real estate thingy.
Bad News: Gaining their turst
Good News: I'm taking ballroom with them

Good News: I might be able to drag nat to go to an amusment park on sunday (Universal studios). I haven't been there yet.
Bad News: I doubht she wants to go, and if she does, its a hesitant yes.
More Bad News: I got school the next day.
Good News: I enjoy school.
Bad News: But not summer school cuz its goes x3 the speed.
Good News: its only 2 classes though
Bad News: means i'm gonna be working as hard as regular sememsters then.

Good News: I found some really interesting people on eharmony, and Match.com
Bad News: You gotta pay to contact them -.-
Good News: 3 day trail
Bad News: thats after giving credit card number and what not

Bad News: I think Xiaoty is on bad terms with me
Even More Bad News: I don't know why she is
Good News: I'm all fine with her
Bad News: makes me curious on whats wrong with me then o.o;;
Good News: I'm sure it'll be solved soon. she's actually reads this ^^;;

Good News: I bought Raving Rabbids TV Party for Wii for only $20 at Toys R Us
Bad News: barely played it so far
Good News: will play it soon...

Okay i think i'm done w/ this post. it was really fun to make. I think i'll make more of these in the future.
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*takes off gloves*

Alright, i can feel change coming on. (not like puberty or anything, i believe i'm over that...) Theres a lot going on in my life and the decisions i make now will greatly shape what happens in the future. So whats on the line for me... Love, education, carrear, and personality. Back in about January, Lainey kinda asked me "your still in the phase in life where your trying become better and figuring out who you are" and i replied simply "yes," because i was. The chapter of lainey closed.

Alright so let start. My business. In real estate, i am starting to work more often and more harder then ever before. hopefully i can succeed in it, i have some buyers, and the market is changing faster then most agents can keep up. But to succeed in this business, a couple things i have to do.
1) reduce my gaming time (currently gaming is like 3pm - 1 am) ... so far i've reduced it to 5pm-1am.
2) stop being scared of my phone. i'll admit i'm actually scared to make phone calls, and its something i'm going to work on.

Education wise, i gotta finsh up summer school and choose if i will do law school or just start working, and continue to work. It will depend on if i'm accepted to law school and how well i do in real estate this year/ how much i learn or will learn.

Personality wise, i'm stil molding myself. i believe i can be any type of person i want to be. I am highly self-monitoring so i always am checking and thinking about what i'm doing. and after i do it, sometimes i ponder if thats the way i want to do it, or if i should change it. for example, the whole phone thing, i know i'm bad at it, hense i'm gonna try to improve it. Some other things i want to improve. How not to have ackward car slience. I always have that in my car. Also in conversations i tend to rush to the point. I wanna be more relax during tense conversational speaking times. its just something i wanna work on.

Mmk, so the last part is love. Hum, thats very up in the air right now. So i've been doing this whole, only be friends w/ xiaoty, and don't expect anything otherwise unless she makes a obvious move on me kinda thing. andddddd, thats what i have been doing. just chilling w/ her every once in a while, random text convo's, picture text etc etc. Then ever since the new audition family, it seems to have changed her... or maybe not change her, but i just see her in another light thats it. either way, in audi makes her spread out her attension to like billions of people at once meaning everyone gets less attension from her.

Umm, oh yea we did have this incident on audi too. where first she asked me to couple her, i agreed, but we never did anything. (hum, idk if it was asking, more like forcefully making, but i didn't mind). But she didn't follow up oging to couple dancing or anything. -.- so i thought she was just randomly saying stuff since she didn't say anything afterwards. like a few days past and girls all around me were starting to lay obvious hints that they wanted to couple me. So i thought about it and decided if i was to couple in audi, i would only wanna couple w/ someone who would be able to drag me on audi. Many people can't do it. Liz couldn't, because well, i never liked her like that. if anything she did kinda me shiver a tad when she had her display pic of her in her undies. Anyways, so i asked her to be my couple and she rejected me, but i was kinda expecting it, but i was hoping for just a no, not a explanation which were more like excuses -.-;; i kinda thought we were tighter then that where she could just say "no, i don't wanna couple you" or something would've been fine. but i kinda let it go, but then she brings it up every once in a while, or a convo turns to that, and she seems defensive about it. so i guess, it had a deeper meaning to it for her then me. So i thought about it, and after hearing other stuff, i gotta say, dang i messed it up. i didn't hop on that oppoutunity which is rare of me, because... generally i hop on those. i think her approach just knocked me off guard. but the reason why i should've hopped on it, was because then i have a good excuse to hang out with her in audi all the time... kinda like capitalizing on her in the game she spends the most time in. -.- i'm pretty stupid for not seeing that, but i just laern from my mistakes now hahaha and not let it happen in the future (like not like this type of situation slip out of my fingers).

on other news, i have a maple fiance hahaha just a girl from aussy i'm marrying on maplestory. she's really cool and chill, if she was from the U.S. I might actually chase her. But aussy is too far. even i have a distance barrier... I call her Mumu.

Audi is kinda easy to meet girls hahaha too bad their all like under 18, and I would get in trouble if i did anything or said anything wrong to them. lol but some of them are really interseting people.

my friends made me an eharmony account >.< i was against it only because i was embarrased. I think i mentioned this before many times, but have you ever been scared of succeeding? kinda a weird concept but i am at times, and this is one of the times.what if i succeed on eharmony? i mean i make fun of it all the time, now i'm gonna be part of it? haha i better just suck it up, embrase it hahaha.

ah fudge its already 2:30 i have to head off to sleep, i'll update about my eharmony acocunt soon and my thoughts about it. maybe tomorrow hahaha.
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See i did get around to updating. I usually don't update cuz i'm on audi till like 1 or 2 or even 3 (a couple days ago) AM, and usually really tired, and just hop off to sleep. come to think of it, i think these dreams have been coming to me ever since i joined the family on audi. Fam on audi is actually motivating to continue to play audi. since i actually have a goal on there now (not really set by me...), but its to get 5 mil beats... to donate. i think i donated like.. 680k so far... thats like few days worth of play. i guess thats how otheres got their 5 mil, kinda hard when you gotta get it from scratch pretty much...

Anyways, so yea i've been finding out that my daily schudule lately consiste of... waking up, working, picking up sisters, mapling, auding, sleeping. Its a pretty decent schdule, juggling 2 games at once kinda works out for me. doesn't let me become too bored of a game. i'm on maple to play w/ vivi and xuxi while they're still awake, and on audi to play w/ the rest of the audi fam, and usually thats when fam buys the chan's too. its good, cuz i get to interact w/ all the other members of the fam, i was actually invited to one of the other family... it was ranked #4... but rankings doesn't really mean much to me, the people inside them means more.

Maple... i'm levle 75 now in it. i've been leveling at a pretty resonable pace... kinda fast for some people hahha, but i like it. thing is... more and more people are dropping maple, i mean i use to have like 11 active guild memebers, now its down to like 3. levels are not scattered around... which demotivates them even more... and yea... guess thats how it usually is.

Okay, besides games, theres the work aspect of my life. oh and school. Let me update school first. I did my graduation ceremony already. in 2 weeks i have a grad party. Everyones invited... but to be honest, doubt many will come. i think i'm gonna finish school with like a 2.5 GPA, i mean yea, thats not impressive, and it sounds very sucky... but... i dont' mind it. A's are really hard for me to get in university. I may look smart, but i'm not as dedicated to school as much as others. lol i may even sound smart, but its just beecause of the word choices i use. really i doubt that i can think more effectively then others. Its all word choices and presentation.

Work. okay, so i've been kinda lacking in motivation in work. and after thinking about it for a few moments... i think i need something more... either a team... or something. Kinda similar to audi, if i just play for myself, theres no motivation, or self motivation can only go so far... but when i'm in a group, or have a family, then not only do they help motivate me, they are the motivation. I've gone to a lot of motivational speakers, and i've paid thousands upon thousands of dollars to be trained in the mindset of motivation and sales, and one of them did tell me a story. one of the motivational speaker, is a very successful guy, helps coach how to train sales people in the fields of advertisment through the internet, anyways, when he was being mentored by someone (forgot who), the mentor told him to write down a list of attributes he wnats in a girl. After that he said, once you find a girl that meets everything in your list, marry her, and then you will start to become successful. And at first he was really confused, about 6 months to a year later, he did find that girl, and he did get married. he said... that she was the motivation he neeeded, to not only work for himself, but also work for her. thats the reason he was able to get out of bed every morning, for her sake. I want that... i probably need that... Maybe not now, but in the near future.

Also, another goal of mine in terms of real estate, is to reconized as one of the youngest top preforming agents in the nation. I KNOW I can become that, and i KNOW what i have to do to achieve that. sounds cocky and all but... its true. I have the ability to become a multimillion dollar producer in the next 5 years, its just weither or will kick myself to do it. its not an easy path btw.

Work Trainning: okay so i have a little bit to do left before i can work full speed. i wanna finish my brokers licesnes right after i finish summer school. Also, i'm taking this time to relearn many bartending receipes and tactics. I do want to use my skills to work part time. I might take away from my gaming time, and i admit, i don't want that to happen, but sacrafices must be made i guess. work are now in life, i'll be able to play later. i have to think of it like that.

I kinda have a lot of pressure to succeed in life... its kinda expected from me... lol i hope i'm able not to let anyone down in that aspect. but if i do... it will suck. w/e, live life the way you wanna life it. ^^ its how i shall do it. I wanna be rich, and i wanna be a good family. Thats my goals so far.
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Lately... i've been having weird dreams. I'm actually not exactly sure why these dreams are coming up... but yea, for the past week, i've been having really weird dreams.

Let me start with today's dream since its already fading away. I know it had something to do with guns... airsoft guns though, so they only shot BB's. if anyone doesn't know about airsoft guns, baiscally it looks like a real gun (completely looks like a real one, sometimes have parts from real guns like grips and slides etc etc), but they shoot BB's. anyways this one took place in a small building. not sure why. And then my dreams kinda hopped. its where you kinda wake up, but took lazy to wake up, so you go back to sleep and drema again kinda thing. this part is a bit sketchy, the only think i remember, was being on the computer and rii messaged me saying "I know someone who things your hot" and i woke up. -.-;; okay, that may have sounded more like a fantasy, but yea, just a dream.

The dream 2 dreams i had before this one was very vivid. even played with my emotions while i was dreaming. Well this one i was in a sorta moon shaped building similar to my business building at my school, except more of a sky scraper type building. in the building completely opposite of me, there was a sniper in one of the windows. my dream started out hiding behind a wall, that was next to a hallway where the sniper could see through the window of, and he was shooting at me (real bullet, i was dreaming 50 calibar sniper...). I was surrounded by people in green camo, trying to find cover and get the heck out. i eventually followed them out, after constantly in a state of suspension. this sniper for some odd reason always had his attension around me. okay, so i made it out to the street and heres where it gets a tad twisted. First, once i made it out in the streets, outside of the snipers view, the army people decided 'yay, for those who survive, lets promote them and have a parade' ... where the sniper was shooting... -.-;; so they did that, and after a few got shot, they ran. i ran too, using parked cars as cover to keep away from the snipers sights. then i found a kid in a wheel chair. he was kinda like, a hispanic male kid, innocent looking so i used him. err what i mean by that is, i took him, and knew the sniper seen me. so i taughted the sniper saying 'you wouldn't shoot an innocent kid... in a wheel chair' and the kid just kinda rolled his way down the street. the sniper shot twice, and missed the kid, and the kid made it behind a building where the sniper couldn't see. so then i was happy, thinking, yay the sniper does have a heart and missed on purpose, then the kid kept rolling to the other side of the building where the sniper could see again and he shot the kid. i ran for cover and woke up.

So that was my 2nd dream, it kinda reminded me of the video by epik high - fly. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cKn18VbnPPc

And for the first dream. This one was the most twisted... Apparently i was held sorta... hostage. I was forced to participate in this ... err twisted game i guess you could say. they gave everyone this gun that shot needles, what was coated in this yellow liquid. It was only able to take 2 shots before you had to reload. We were confind to this wooden structure, not a complete house, it didn't have a roof, but it was two stories. and just like a wooden flooring, with scattered furatures like 2 beds in the bed room etc. so i went around shooting the other people who were there too, because they were shooting at me. And if anyone went outside of the premise, they would be spread with real buttets. so a group of people tried to hop out of the window, but they where all sprayed w/ bullets and died. i took out a nice amount of people in a very cool manner, shot twice, duck to reload, jumped, shot etc etc. but eventaully i got shot while shooting... and then i went up to the 2nd floor where they put a cloth thing over my mouth and i fainted. woke up, my parents came to check me out. so i went out, but they said that who ever leaves will be killed. so although i did get out of the house... i gave my parents a BIG hug w/ tears in my eyes, and left them to return to that building... then woke up (cuz the guys w/ guns found me and caught up to me before i could completely escape).

Yup so those are my 3 dreams... um i'll update about some of my other thoughts currently later, should get back to work, i just wanted to update so i remembered my lastest dream.
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OMG, I can't believe what just happened to me. let me put together the story... cuz this really hurts me. you know how much i like maple story. ok, so i made friends with this girl jjang through a guy named bradpitt, and her boyfriend was paul. anyways, so i was trying to get a zhelm, and he said he'll help me. he would log in and play and get zhelm for me. welllll... lets jsut say things didn't work out the way they planned. we exchanged account information... and he switched his password on me before i could log on. then he stole all my items and all my nx. all i could do is hop on accounts to watch them take my stuff. it hurt... but i felt worst. they took... basically over 220 million worth of mesos. which is a lot of money. Anyways, so i always have choices... i can either quit maple, or only play audi, or continue to maple with my current state of only making 2.5 mil/day (yea they stole like 100 days of work...). or sell leeches to make money. or gachopon to make money... i have a lot of options... i plan on out-doing myself...

i just have to believe in karma, although i really shouldn't wish bad stuff to happen to someone... i really hope he gets what he derserves and he deserves a lot of crap. maybe he'll get the swine flu, dam, i can't believe he would do that to me.

I guess... I just need a hug thats it >.< i guess that is where a gf would be helpful hahaha... -.-;; stuff happens i guess. i'm mad at myself that i could let that happend... but more mad at him for doing it to me. i'll be the bigger man and walk away from this...
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I feel sooo bad for hunny. Hunny is my favorite bunny, and i'm really attached to it. Reasons... just because he has soo many charaistics that i love. first, he doesn't make a sound, so can't really annoy you vocally, only by his actions. He's also really cute. i mean... dang, have you seen him? he's adorable. and he's pretty much a ninja... we can't tell where he is when he hops around, we use to put a bell on him, but he always bit it off. Also, whenever i see him, he runs up to me and hops around me, i think its a sign of his affection. so i always pet him, play with him, and let him chill outside, and sometimes in my room.

Well... when i got home today, i noticed there was a dent in my gate. well not the hard core metal gate, but we put wires on the bottom of the gate so block out hunny when he was young. then we modified it so he had a way inside. basically his own little bunny door. well sometimes when my parents or grandma gets mad for hunny being inside the gated area, they would block it off with a slate of granite. whenever i see that i always take it off cuz well, if something ever happend to him, if something ever chased him, he wouldn't have a place to go as a saftely place. they also blocked out the area in the front yard where all the plants are. so all he can do is sit in the grass or hop in the mini garden on the dirt. Anyways, i came home and noticed the dent and i was wondering what happend. it looked like someone kicked it really hard. went inside, asked if hunny was in, and my sister told me what happened.

Basically, arodn 9 pm, she was just on the laptop, then she heard a squeek, and heard some rams on the gate. she went to check it out, hunny only squeeks upon extreme dangerous situations. he only squeeked once else before... if forgot why that happened, i think he got hurt somehow... anyways, so went to the door and seen a dog chasing after hunny. she quickly opened up the slate of granite cuz that was blocking his way in, and he quickly ran stright inside our house to his cage. now he's tramatized to even go out of his cage... he just sits there... curlled up... its really sad....

So i asked my mom if she put the slate in and she said she did but she took it out cuz she was doing the laundary. cuz well, i'm pretty pissed at who ever put that there. and so my mom blamed my aunt. for those who doesn't know, and most people don't, i live w/ my mom, dad, 2 sisters, my grandma, and my aunt. my aunt is mentally retarded (I don't mean that in a mean way, she really is...), and so she can't think well at all. all she can do is copy what other people do, like what my mom did. and she's pretty mean to hunny too. i kinda feel sorry for her because my grandma and mom yells at her every once in a while. but she always takes it out on the pets, yelling at the pets. i don't like that. i yell at her cuz she yells at hunny.

So yea, i'm pretty pissed at her, and even though i tried to get my mind off it by playing audition, it iddn't work, its kinda this sinking feeling inside when i think of it. idk how long hunny was being chased for... but, yea, now he's too scared to go out of his cage... i really hope he's ok tomorrow.

But today wasn't a bad day at all... i went early to school, worked on projects, went to classes, listen to presentations, and basically now this whole week, i have presentations and projects due (actually all on wednesday. 2 presentations & their reports are due).

Other news... ohhh i should say, i went to KFC today, and i was kinda looking at the menu. i called home before i came to ask if there was any good food at home. my sister said no, so i went to KFC to get some dinner. anyways, this girl took my order, and she was hawt... like wow... and then she took my order and i noticed an accent in her voice... and that accent was basically a lighter accent of xiaoty. I was like o.o;; <33333333
hahaha yea... i should've used some of my lame pick up lines just for the heck of it. like...
"Hi welcome to KFC, what would you like?"
"can i have... the 2 piece drumstick and theighs, the meal,... and your name and number"
^^ that would've been fun. anwyays yea, i just wanted to point that out.

um... anything else? thats about it for today really. uh huh, i should sleep. night
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hum, 3 weeks of lazyness to post to my journal.

Hum.. okay, so during these 3 weeks, i've been pretty addicted to maple. hahaha. yea.. but also been swamped w/ group projects for school and work. more shcool then work, but not saying work isn't dong a toll on me.

So last week was pretty much easter. um, my sister's birthday was around that time (nikki's) and she got a new laptop. that's pretty cool, she moved her laptop to my desk though. i mean she use to have her computer at my desk (2 comps on 1 desk) then we moved it out to the patio. now her laptop is on my desk, which isn't too bad.

I think my niece (or she likes to call me cuz) came over during those 3 weeks. she's really cool, her name's mary, and she'll be going to Cal-Tech which when i went there, was like the nerdiest of all schools. you could tell 80% of the people there has played dungeons and dragons or could solve a rubix cube in like under 30 seconds. -.-;; sadly, i think i would've fit in hahaha. she liked it there and i think she'll move down to cali instead of going to MIT in massechuttes.

My cuz's (david) B-day party was last weekend. that was pretty fun, we ate all you can eat korean bbq. i ate alot, i met a lot of his friends too. we spent a couple hours eating, then went to D&B's which is some arcaede place with a bar there. kinda like a chuckie cheese for grown-ups. Thats where i got to meet a couple girls. this part was interesting to me. okay, so i met this one girl named Trish (same name as David's girlfirend) and we chit chatted for 15-20 minutes before someone else hopped in. her name was catherine. She got a drink and a little later on i met Michelle. Okay, so basically i don't really know anyone at this party, only a few selected people, but i ended up sticking around Michelle mainly *mainly cuz she was the cutest and went to UCLA*. I got to know each one of them and yea i did start to get attached to Michelle, not saying the other 2 girls weren't cool either, they actually really were. Trish was really good at spotting out drinks and seems very chill to be around, cathrine was.. well... i believe she's trying to become a doctor or a nurse. Michelle is an english major. think their ages were 20, 25?, and 21 respectively. So yea, ifound out basically i think i feel more confortable (yet ackward at the same time at times) around girls. I nartually gravatate towards them hahaha.

Um, anyways, what i meant to say from that whole story is, after the whole night, when everyone way saying goodbyes, everyone was hugging everyone, and like none came to hug me. And its not the first time, it actually happens most of the time, i think i give out the anti hugging vibe. I'm still not confortable with hugs hahah. i use to HATE them, but i'm letting my guard down (trying my best to at least) to start allowing hugs, and i do like them now. I mean i use to not like them cuz i liked them too much.

Also, i never did get to get any of michelle's contact info, probably will see her next year then.

So i met those 3 girls. the next day i went to Jen's art gallary. She is a very talented girl. i mean i use to hang out with her during my freshmen year and we were pretty close, but now she distanted herself with me. So, once i heard of this gallary, i took the opporutnity to go there to say hi and see what she's bene up to. she's really good at her works. she does the whole photo modification, where she takes photo's combines them, and modifes them artistically. very nice. She has a wicked GPA, and probably still in the honor's program. she's graduating already too, and will most likely work for disney. ^^ yay more disney connections. like 5 of my friends alreayd work at disney.

so at the art gallary, i ran into stacey, the girl whom i was gonna team up with to market her art work at the anime expo. she bailed out on me because she wants to refine her character and basically "find" it. i'll leave that to her, i'm a business guy, so i don't know too much of that. I also ran into janet and mellisa (another group of 3 or girl girls). So we stood arond the art gallary talking, i haven't seen those girls in 3 or 4 years, and i was never good friends with them. just knew them, thats all. well, only one i kept in touch with was stacey, she's been really helpful. none of them are cute though -.-;; but still really was fun getting to know what they were up to, how they're approaching life right now. Through both of those days, i found out many girls don't know what to do after shcool, just 'get a job' and live on it seems.

I always find it important to have an idea of where your going, or else you might be stuck just sitting down and chilling throughout a portion of your life. hum, but thats just mean, i mean i think sitting and chilling is fun too, but... you don't get as much done unless you have a goal, or have something to achieve, thats it.

after that day, was sunday, i only chilled with my online friends that day. i really do love my online friends hahaha actually what we did, was we had an 'internationa karaoke night,' which is what i'm naming it. its when we all talk to each other over the internet (skype) and we peer pressure each other to sing songs. pretty fun. it was... 3 girls (xiaoty, rii, and rei... all their nick names btw, not real names, i know their real names though, i'm close with them), and so i was the only guy singing, when i did. fun fun stuff.

Hum... oh yea, today, ok i didn't hang out with any girls today, but this girl next to me in my Management 340 class was asking me questions on stuff today. she was actually pretty hawt, and of course i tried to help her. I was also sitting next to my other friend abby, she was looking really good today too, cuz she put her hair up. i'm a sucker for that, like when girls put on pony tails... *dazed* haha, so i was sitting next to 2 pretty hot girls, what a nice way to end a school day.

Oh it was sooo hot today though. Sucks cuz the air is also hot, i don't like breathing in hot air too much. i don't mind breathing in cold air though, thats pretty cool. But 1 really good thing about hot weather, girls bust out their short shorts and skirts. ^^ yea, girls tend to look a lot more smexy during this time of year, so i'm content with the weather. I know... I sound pervy huh... having this whole post revovling around girls. -.-;; but its okay, cuz i'm still single. And plus, i'm also a guy... i'm naturally pervy?

ok, i'm done w/ this post. nights
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for a month i've i don't think there was a day that i did not want to update my journal. a month ago i put up a sorta emo ish post i guess. I kinda glanced at it right before updating just to try to remember what i put, just so i can update the outcome. The out was that me and her are just friends now, and if anything happens, pssh probably won't be for years if anything ever does at all. I'll accept it, its easier to act more confortable w/ her w/o her having to worry about trying not to give wrong signals, so we're just good friends.

Now in a month, i guess theres been a lot of activity on my end. School is starting to catch up with me. although my spring break is next week, my group projects are starting to pile up. I actualy created a Google Doc showing what i have to do and where i stand in each of my projects. (I have 5 group projects... i have 5 classes... yes, 1 project / class). x.x I'm not stressed just yet, but i know i will be in a couple weeks. so i should start kicking out those papers now...

Lets see if theres any notable news. Sunday I took Abby out for dinner. Abby is one of my group members in one of my classes. We had a group meeting on sunday and afterwards, I walked Abby out of the libary and was making small chit chat as we were heading out. She mentioned she was hungry, I offered dinner, she accepted, so we went to the cheesecake factory to have a nice dinner. It was nice, your probably wondering how it went or what i think of her (maybe). Well, Abby seems very average to me. she has a few strong parts that i like such as... she use to be a real estate transaction cordinator, but not an agent. Also the fact that she liked my car lol, I know that doesn't sound like much and it sounds shallow. But its not actually liking the car itself, its like, her reaction when her butt started to get warm, or when i just grabbed the handle and it unlocked automatically. So the reaction she gave was very positive. But as a canadiate, i could settle for her, but for right now, i think it would just be if i was gonna settle, (which i'm not, at least not yet). BUT, I think she would make a pretty good real estate agent, so i would like her to get her license so she can work in the office w/ me or something, become one of my agents in the future. oh a couple other things, she's pretty decent looking, and her attitude is pretty good. we'll see i guess.

Well i'm on the topic. I was thinking as i brushed my teeth about 20 minutes ago. What am i gonna do... I mean, in terms of relationships. Currently i'm not in any, haven't really been in any ever, so when will i start trying to be in one. I'll be honest, at this point i guess i'm scared to be in one, i'm rather... behind i guess in terms of experience. I have a plan for where i want to be in life in terms of money, status, and life style in the future, but i never took into consideration a girl. I always figured that was something i could never plan out. WEll... it is something i can never plan out if i never plan it. So, I think after i finish with my uni studies, I will agressively scout for potenical girlfriends because... i have to be realistic, they won't fall on my lap. I have to scout, talk, and presue girls... x.x sounds like fun right? lol well i'll 'man up' and do that after uni. how to do it? well i'll probably use different techinques. i'll start to figure it out when the time comes.

Now you must be wondering ... gah james, why do you always talk about girls on your journal. hum, well this time i am because of my cuz. He and I have always been on a... well almost a paralle path. We took different routes but have always been appromixmently in the same place. I believe i mentioned it before, he went to private school, I went to public, but when I moved to michigan, he moved to michigan. I use to be active in my church youth group, then quit right before i got to the leadership role. He joined about a year before i quit, and is still continuing that leadership role. He does lion dance, I do hip hop. He was studying pre-med, as i studied business. Soon he will go to medical school, and soon i hopefully will be attending law school. He drank before 21, I bartended before 21. He now has a girlfriend (her names Trisha)... i... am behind i guess lol. but i assume we'll end up being on the same path soon enough. theres also a lot of other things we're similar on... but yea... kinda a ying and yang thing, he's fire, i'm water.

Anyways, yea so its all because he got a girlfriend now, kinda woke me up thinking... wow... if he got a girlfriend... i should start working on one too. But... bottomline, what do i really need from a girlfriend. So i'll list out bare basics... qualifications... i guess you can call it.
-MUST BE A GIRL (no exceptions... seriously. No 'I was born a guy', no then you don't qualify)
-Can't be retarded. hate me all you want, but... for me its a qualification. i mean like the Duhhhh *drools all over the place while trying to talk* type of retarded. sounds mean right? i have to draw a line somewhere...

Well thats basics. Now reason i would need a girlfriend.
-To motivate me. I'm pretty ambitious. The only problem with that is, I can't be successful for the sole purpose of me. I want to be successful for someone else too, that would kinda push me to be the best i can be. not just for myself, because, for myself, i could easily start to settle and feel confortable instead of trying to better myself. I need someone who I want to impress or make happy.
-Family, *gasp* i would like to have one in the future. not saying soon, but you know, down the line.
-Someone to have fun with. thats a pun.

Okay, well i'm kidna bored talking about all that now. hahah yea... really, I am bored of talking about it. its been like 45 minutes on the topic.

New topic, oh dreams. I had a dream last night that i was with my host family in Japan, and i was visiting them again. Oh wow... that was such a nice dream, I'll be honest, I really do miss them, and i do wanna be over in japan. when i was over there, i felt that i just... natrually fit in. kinda funny because they treated me like a movie star or something, but... i liked that. to be honest yea, i did like that. since i'm behing honest, I am narrasitic. um, meaning i do like myself. My sister (nikki) and I are narrastic. haha its pretty fun to play off each other. hate me all you want, but when i look in the mirror... although i admit i'm not the best looking guy, i DO like to see myself in the mirror. like if theres a window, i would look in it to see if i can see my reflection hahaha. yea, i'm pretty self aware of myself.

Then again, I also like to sing in my car, even when the windows down, and i don't sing that well... poor world... hahaha

okay thats all for now.
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alright, actually theres about 2 weeks of info to udpate here. but... i'll barely touch up on the things that happend during the 2 weeks. I'm planning on updating more on just... thoughts, feelings, etc, etc. so... basically a pointless post to read. *xiaoty, wouldn't recommend you reading this one*

In the last 2 weeks, I guess a lot has happened. even though it doesn't feel like it. Lets start off from the thing thats been kinda bugging me the most. so for all of you that may or may not know (actually most of you don't know) for valentines day, all i did really was go to school, come home, and went to church. also played maple story that day. a couple weeks before though, I actually ordered some flowers to xiaoty. I did this for a couple reasons.
1) I had a gift card =P
2) i just got out of liking lainey, and kinda felt like I had to make up for it or something. doesn't really make sense of course when you look at it afterwards, but, you know, it made me more risk taking in this gift.
3) I had decided to try something new that haven't done for a girl before.

So yea... after i sent them, i started to slowly regret it. first off, found out that a florist wasn't going to personally deliever them, secondly, because after she recieved them, they weren't as nice and cute as i thought it should've been. obviously high expectations on my part.

So yea, she did her best to not say 'i hate it' or 'ugh', which i appericated. Although, i'm pretty sure thats what she was thinking. why? kinda obvious, when girls recieve gifts, they either go 'aww, i feel bad I didn't get you anything', or 'omgosh, thanks *insert some form of smiley face*' so it was pretty obvious there.

after that, i've just been getting mixed advice from people i guess. Cii just recently got a new guy friend *cough boyfriend*, so she's all been like 'Go for her!' I never told her I liked xiaoty, but she said it was obvious. so i admit, just the cheering on, its good to have her support. Rii on the other hand, knows more about the situation advised me to 'back off', and i know she's looking out for me. so i have been just thinking about it for a couple days now. and i've decided, to ease off. and not just by a little either, but by a lot. well, in terms of... actually, i don't think i really flirt w/ her or anything. i just randomly give her stuff, hum, but only the flowers are the thing that i wouldn't have done for anyone else. Even as a friend, i would still care just as much, and help out just as much. ok, care just a little less.... i'll ease up on that too. yea,i've been on her a bit strong lately.

Also, something else thats kinda making me do this. I don't see an 'end game' part of this. if for some miricle, she did like me (which she doesn't, i'm very sure of that, i understand her style more now...), where would it go? online dating? thats not too good, just webcaming, talking, and texting all the time? my sister did that, it annoyed the heck out of me, so i wouldn't wanna do the same thing. its because she was ignoring everything else.

fine, pretend i'm a couple years older. i'm now out of uni, assume i didn't go to law school, and i'm making about 200k/ year. those are some good assumptions (hopefully they'll be true). pretend she's just out of uni. then what? i'm actually restricted to california... because my real estate licenses is here. i pretty much have to work here (not like I would want to work anywhere else at the moment). its a big move or me to go up to her, or her down to me. not saying its not do-able, but thats with some very heavy assumptions.

yea. maybe i definately should ease up on her. i actually been using her -.-;; i mean, i dump all this 'crush' feeling on to her now, and all she can do is just bare it. alright let me try to look at it from her position. because, theres always 2 sides of a story, I would be a fool if i thought it was only me thats being affected by my actions.

ok, in her shoes... ok, i'm pretty, kinda use to being hit on every now and then. the guy I like doesn't like me... a friend of mine likes me, but i don't like him back. friends a nice guy, but probably won't work because just no spark. if i ever wanted to 'settle' for something, then maybe him... but obviously, i wouldn't want to settle. nice guy, but not my type, so, don't wanna hurt his feelings, don't wanna disfriend him (he's deep rooted w/ my other friends), so kinda helpless.

so bascially, I kinda ball and chained her to a corner where she can't really escape my ... crushness. i wouldn't want to wish that on anyone. so heres what i'm gonna do, just treat her as a friend, no more, but no less either. hopefully this way... she'll learn that i really don't come w/ any strings attach (meaning no hidden motive). no random flowers, no random presents (except maybe on maple, cuz pssh, thats fake money, not worth much.)

To be honest... i think I can relate to Ah Jin, from it started with a kiss. i guess this is the part towards the end of the 1st season... he was able to date the girl for a couple days, but the girl was obviously not into him. her mind was somewhere else... on another guy more precicsly. and even w/o the other guy, she still wouldn't have fallen for him...

Anyways, he eventually let her go for her perfect guy, whom she got. Ah jin is kinda left alone in season 1. season 2 though, although he still liked her in season 2 too, she did find a girl for him. she was a forigner, and was deeply into him. he, didn't care too much for her. took months for him to finally see what she had to offer, and eventaully got with her. to be honest, i didn't like the girl he got with. -.-;;

Maybe the only thing i can love is hunny. my bunny. i actually love my bunny, he always greets me by hopping around me, i pet him all the time, and he doesn't mind. he's very cute, and can be active at times, but always lovable. so i look out for him a lot. lol kinda weird, but i hope to find a girl i can have a similar feeling for. maybe i'll never find it, maybe i will, we'll see...

alright, thats enough of the thoughts of love and stuff like that. Other thigns I should update. I met up with dustyn (awesome friend of mine in Michigan) in san diego last week. we ate at a fancy resturant, and got to go clubbing. it was actually a pretty fun time. made me reaslize i'm a very light drinker. not that I get drunk fast or anything, just i can't drink a lot (don't like the taste whatsoever). 1 or 2 guys were hitting on me at that club. -.-;; man, why can't it ever be girls to do the hitting on me... -.-;;

other news, many of my school classes, i'm in groups. 1 class, i'm in a group with rita. she was someone whom I was grouped up in a class a few sememsters ago. i might get a chance to look for a house for her and her boyfriend. so thats cool.
2nd class, I'm grouped with about 5 other guys. I have to be careful in this group because it seems like they don't have the right mindset to get a good grade in this class. all they want to do is show off their trading skills on a fake stock profilio (we're rank 1 in class now. but i doubt our report is gonna be any good unless I start it now).
3rd class, Joy, Kim, thanh, Brandon, those are the 4 other members of my 3rd class group. 2 other viets, Joy is chinese, and brandon is a white guy. the rest are girls. hum...
4th class, grouped with Abby (she's actually kinda cute... hum...), Byran (he flys planes and helicopters... reaslly awesome), and alex (some random guy).

yea, so thats a lot on my plate right now. i have to work w/ them all. seems like i'm leading group 3... and basically 2nd in charge of group 4... fun...

lets see what else. street fighter the movie is coming out this friday. I really do wanna go see that. I also wanna waste my $50 gift card to the cheesecake factory. i've been craving it, but don't feel like going there alone. too fancy of a resturant to go in alone.

you know, my sister was like 'why don't you have a gf yet? need me to help you out?' -.-;; wow... 'never asked a girl out before have you?' -.-;; i went to vegas w/ a girl that originally i liked, but she ended up not really being my type...

There is 1 thing I have to do though... ask xiaoty 1 thing before i just switch it to friend mode... just have to be sure she does only like me as a friend. i think after knowning that with completely certainty, i'll be ok with it.
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Ok, fair warning, this update is completely random, and most likely pointless. not reading it won't really make you miss out, because, its just random rants.

so yesterday I started my journy of tasting different types of liquor. I figured to start off with wine. I had Concord. its a pretty decent taste. i can taste the grape part of it (considering its made of grapes right? i know they're special grapes, just not exactly sure what kind of special grapes). basically its a lighter drink, very drinkable.

today, I took a sip of hensey X.O. x.x just a very very tiny sip and I felt a little of that burning sensation in the back of my throat. if I remember correctly, X.O was suppose to go down smoothly. well it did but now i'm questioning how hard it is to drink the other ones like VSOP and stuff.. x.x

let see, I did update my other blog just about this math equation I was doing in my head at church. I was thinking about a lot of things. i think I might do too much of that, thinking. I need to think less and act more. i'll admit, thats one of my bigger flaws.

speaking of flaws, hum, I do have a lot of flaws now that i think about it. things like... being untidy, thinking too much, maybe being too tolerable (or nice)... my shyness, which is basically my wussy ness to talk to random people. I'm still trying my best to stop that. I have to keep reminding myself to stop thinking about things like that and just do it.

Speaking of thinking too much. like there have been plenty of times, where I would just walk past someone, then think... what if I just used a random pick up line or something on her, convo would go something like:
'do you believe in love at first sight or should I walk past again?'
'wow, thats really corny, get away'
'eh, i don't have a chance with you?'
'only in your dreams'
'i'm counting on that ^^ *walks away*'

then after I end up thinking of that, I'm usually smiling very big, or trying to keep from laughing out loud and having people think I'm a crazy guy.

but yea, that senerio ran through my mind a few times, just when like a cute girl walks past me. I never really wanted to do that, just i like the idea of the senerio. kinda of odd right? I know -.-;;

lets see other things to talk about. I soo want cheese cake... and a donut right now. not sure why, but those 2 things could make my day, easily.

Vday is coming up. I'm not so sure why I care about it this year. all the other years I really didn't care about it, and this year, well i'm just trying to make a girl happy. if that works, then i'll be happy. I love making people happy, its what makes me happy. also, if i make some secretly happy, yea I'm still happy, even though they try to mask over it by feeling angry at me. for example, if i pay for someone, and they are mad at me cuz I wouldn't let them pay, I'm happy because they're secretly happy, but feels bad... which in turn makes them mad at me.

... yea I'm weird like that -.-;;
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well a quick note, I did update the last 2 days, its just on my new blog. nothing too special, just pictures mainly.

ok so i'm updating in my office right now actualy. I'm reading, and i was also working on a loan. but while working on the loan I had to check the values of some cars. I checked the value of my car. I paid 35k for my car. and its been about.. 2 years. now i could probably resell it for 25 or 26k. i think thats pretty good ^^ didn't lose too much value.

well, besides that though, I started to look at other cars. more specifically, cars that were around 40k-100k each. and the more I looked at it the more I was like "Ahh I want that!!! its soo cool!!!!" and was wondering why I'm not rich yet. I'm not even a qualified investor? i think thats the name. thats where, your networth is over 1 million (not including your house). OR you make $250k+ a year for the last 3 years.

I'm not at that level just yet. probably won't be for a few years. but then I started asking myself... Why am I not there? of course its way to easy to make excuses, and the more I made, the more I didn't like it. I know what I have to do, I know HOW to become rich (yea I really do...) its just, can I do it myself. how long will it take to stop making excuses. current major excuse of mine is school. I gave myself till after summer, then I will take a month off, and then be on the path of becoming as rich as I can in the least amount of time.

Question: why do I want to become rich?
Answer: well, in all honesty, heres why. I want to be able to live a very, confortable life. I don't want to work till I'm 65 and then retire. why? because I can't do much at that age anyways. I want to enjoy life, go explore the world without having the fear of running out of money in the back of my mind. this is the idea of financial freedom. I'm actually working to get wealthy so I don't have to care about money. kind of a weird concept right?

What i've noticed before, is people who usually don't have money who say stuff such as "oh I don't really care about money. I just want to live my life." Later on, they are always stressing about bills, and complaining they aren't making enough, and eventually i don't think they're lives are as happy as they want it to be. I could absolutely be wrong, but thats just how I see it.

So yea, I guess i'm annoyed how I'm not where I want to be yet. annoyed but also excited. I think I said it before, but I'm always excited for the future. I want it to come faster... but at the same time, once I get to where I want to be... I don't want time to move. hahha get there fast and take it slow.

so yea I feel better now. er not annoyed because I was able to let that off me. See this is why I love my Livejournal.

Lets see, any other things that I need to get off my chest... ohhh there is 1 more thing. I do have to talk to vicent about it. like he can randomly call me names on the phone, or in real life or w/e. I mean its cool. but when it comes to like facebook? like I randomly updated my status and he just wrote "fag" if this was in real life, I wouldn't even care. but because other people can see it, they will probably think "wow, why is this guy being such a jerk to james?" and i don't want to defend him if he was randomly being a jerk. right? that was very jerk like.

So i have to tell him to stop that probably monday, when I see him next.

Ah i've been having cravings of drinking a glass of Long Beach Ice Tea. or was it Long Island Ice Tea... either way, its a liquor drink. it was pretty good, but it takes like 5 different liquors to make. and gathering them all is just... a lot of work. so thats why I haven't done it yet.

That and, hum... I guess thats it, Vday is coming up. my case its single awareness day. idk what to do. I actually have school that day. fun right? it'll probably be like any other day.
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So I'm going to open up a new blog. It will be a public blog so your free to invite anyone to it if you want. I'm actually gonna try to make that one more interesting then this one.

http://shake-n-chill.blogspot.com/

^ thats where my new blog is. This blog will still be up and running mostly because, this is my private blog. anything I want to rant about, I can rant about here. also, if theres any like, secret notes that I want to put on the other blog, i'll post it here, just with a Note: section on bottom.

A couple things about the other blog though. my public blog. Theres no comment section, idk how to make a comment section, I would love a comment section... but idk how to make it. anyone know? just comment me please? lol

Also, why is it called shake-n-chill. Well... I wanted it to have the name chill in it. mostly because chill is a nice word. like chilling a glass. shake in chill reminds me of mixing a martini. where you shake the liquor in ice, and it gets cold. so its shaken and chilled. too bad that gets your hands pretty cold... hahaha

Lets see, anything new with me. I spend today trying to read 2 chapters on my intro to investment book. I'm a few pages short, but that was about a 60-70 page read on a textbook. gah that was horrible.

I got my PS3 hooked up to the internet. I was distracted playing with that too.. >.> not cool right?

Rii's back from her trip, cii... havne't heard from, Xiaoty, moved to a new place. Talked to Lydia, she's back into maple (different server from me). still... when she's commited to something... she's REALLY commited. Lainey, I don't talk to much because she isn't on much because... she has a real life now... seen my old friend jenn (DJ Dasanii) on today, didn't talk to her though. >.> she just randomly 'disappeared' one day when she met a guy. -.-;; thats most girls actually -.-;; most not all though. the ones that try to stay in contact like yoko and janice, big prop's to them.

Yea well thats it for now. ^^ remember, check out my new blog.
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Lets see, this blog isn't going to be anything special (then again are any of my others?).

So I finally confirmed my class schedule for school. I'm taking, Introduction to Investment, Corporate Valuation, Organizational Behavior (again x.x), Budgeting and Forecasting, and... some other finance class that I can't remember off the top of my head.

Oh I finished my Real Estate law book today, took the test, passed it (89% ^^ ) and now moving on the my real estate brokerage book. This book I have to pass the online test, then I have to register to take the Brokerage exam which is administered by the State of Cali, and then pass that with at least an 80%. I'll hopefully finish this book in February, and take the test... in March? should be a broker by the time I'm done w/ my B.A

Other note. Oh, so Chinese new year just passed by. I in total got like... $100+ from it this year. very high amount this year. I spent it all... on a textbook for my class. x.x well free book I guess.

Valentines day is coming up. well sort of, its close enough to plan something. usually I do... nothing. during high school I remember bringing suckers aka lolipops to school just to hand out to the girls. although i've always been single, I still like giving. So, this year I've decided to give someone something nice. hush hush, i'll disclose later on.

Other note. Dustyn! my friend from michigan is coming down to Cali during that time. i'll chill with him for a day or 2. Maybe hit up some clubs (maybe), bars (maybe) or something. we'll see. heck, we might just hit up the zoo or something.

So my old Dungeon's and Dragon's player Levi IM'ed me today. he apparently is going down the track as doctor (so is many other people actually). he actually made me want to start up another campaine again. I've been wanting to, but i still don't have the time. maybe when I'm out of school, I'll conjunct something up. we'll see.

Hum, So my online friends, Rii and Cii are both vacationing, Lainey's been busy with her new boyfriends and work, and xiaoty is basically the person I talk to now online, she's the one that has to um... entertain me I guess. its okay, I don't mind, I rather enjoy just talking to her.

Well, I guess I don't have much else to type up. oh oh oh, wait... I remember. last night, after I got home from school, I ate some fish, some noodles, some wontons, and some more noodles... slept for an hour... woke up with this rediculously painful stomach ache. I rolled out of bed... and kinda got to the middle of my room, then thew up x.x ah that was horrible... then i felt like I had to go to the bathroom, w/ the stomach ache... just sitting on the toliet for like 10 minutes.. keeping myself from kneeing over... eventually, it didn't work, I went back to sleep... woke up and it mostly went away. yea must have been something I ate...

haha yea great way of ending an entree james -.-;; lol
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well this post is kinda dedicated to what I'm planning to do in the future... currently. I actually wanted to update this with my future plans starting the day after my last post, but some how it got delayed. Anyways... lets do this.

So, currently I'm doing 5 classes of spring sememster classes. I will finish up my school year, and get my BA in finance during summer (after doing 2 classes in the summer) instead of doing 7 classes in the spring mainly because... 1) idk if I qualify to take 7 classes. 2) I need a higher GPA.

So right after I finish my BA in the summer, I'm planning on taking a nice 1 month long trip (or 3 weeks depending). 2 weeks will be spent in Japan. 1 week will probably be a mix of either New Zealand or Austrailia. Heck I could throw in hawaii for a couple nights too if I want. depending really... well thats after I finish my BA.

After I finished my month long trip, it should be about... Late October by that time. I will start working full time, recruiting and training agents. oh, I should also have my brokers license by then. (I have 1 book, and 2 chapters left to read before I qualify to take the Brokers exam). As I'm trainning these agents, I will take classes to study to be able to get a really good score on the LSAT. The LSAT is the test I need to take before I can enter Law school. with my below average GPA, and a above average LSAT, I will be able to go to a okay law school. nothing like harvard or yale or USC or anything in that area.

So after taking the LSAT, I won't be able to be accepted into law school till August of the next year. during that WHOLE year, I will be building up my corportation. well me my mom, and we hired a director to help plan the organization. with everyone going full speed, this should be very successful. I have high hopes in it.

lets see, what else is there... oh, also while working, I will get a part time job as a bartender around the area. This is so i am able to network with more people. no matter what I do I have to network, converse and chit chat with others. also... in the future, I'm still planning on taking ballroom, maybe start with salsa, end w/ tango. idk yet -.-;; maybe during law school. naww too late.

Oh did you know I was recommended to take the Advance hip hop course? thats pretty cool... we'll see, i get to try it this friday, see if its too hard for me or not. could easily be too difficult.

other futures goals... a few years down the line I want a house... a new car (again... after the house though)... hum... just generally what everyone else wants.

well yea, thats pretty much what i have drawn out for my future so far. very broad outline, I have room to deviate and enjoy... I hope it all goes well.

You know, I can plan for pretty much anything, except when it comes to girls, err at least w/ relationships you know? hum... oh well. thats the unexpected part of my life ^^
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